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After I got them, I gave up and called his mother, telling him it was not possible for me to travel with no visibility in the rain at night. I had to stop off at Jeff's home to pick up his checks so he could cash them.
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My windows were fogged, and I could barely see anything. I was suppose to pick up Jeff from work Monday evening, while it was raining. And this past month, my heat had been slowly going out to the point where it didn't work. So this past summer, my air was completely gone from my car. That doesn't mean that I'll just sit by, twiddling my thumbs, expecting change to happen. So I'm trying my hardest not to worry about anything. We are more valuable than the birds and flowers. The lilies of the field are taken care of-just look at their beautiful colors.
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Paraphrasing the Bible, scriptures says that though birds are not caged up, they are free to fly wherever, and yet they still eat, still taken care of. Worrying means you do not trust the Lord. This past Sunday in Sunday School, our lesson was putting away our worries. I could detail it more, but that's a little too personal for a blog (though no one reads this). Well I told Jeff, and not going into specifics, he made a point where me getting a job would do more damage than good. It would be for their day care-a job where I could take Elliot. I know the key is to get out there, hand out brochures and talk to people, but who has money now to buy wants, not needs? So luckily I recieved a call from a lady at the YMCA about a job interview. I've done a few orders and have not recieved one cent from them. There are things that I'd like to buy, and if I don't have it, I can't get it. Jeff assures me that things will be fine as far as bills go, and us moving out, but I need money. Jeff came to church with Elliot and I, then we went over to Jeff's house to eat, came back to my house and slept. The pictures will be up on the website soon, and now we have to wait to hear back to see if someone wants Elliot for their magazine/newspaper, etc. Thankfully, he was only cranky in between shoots. He didn't sleep on the way there, so I knew he would be cranky. Sometimes I just can't bring myself to type a blog. Finally, good things can start happening. I have to wait a week for the papers to be processed at the Y, then I'll get a call to set up the times for training.
There are a few things that I feel are keeping me down, and if I talk to a therapist, then weight can finally be lifted from my shoulders. I think a huge part was due to Jeff working late and I basically took care of Elliot on my own without leaving the house. Just the possibility of working two jobs at the Y is good enough for me.
And I said I would be interested in doing that, but it didn't go further than that. The lady said no, but what a lot of people do is work multiple jobs within the Y.
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So today, I had to fill out the paper work and I asked if this position could turn into full time work. But to do that, I would have to make money for the classes. I figured I could work at the Y, and also do medcial billing and coding at home. The thought of getting a second job has crossed my mind, however. But I'm also happy because lately he's been gone for so long and working late, and we haven't been able to have family time. I'm sad that he wasn't offered a permanent position, yet he didn't hear talk of the possibility from anyone. Side note, Jeff is finished at FedEx, all the temp people's time is up. It's just that it makes it a little bit harder to move out now. I'm not complaining, because I could be without a job all together again. The slightly bad thing is that I thought this was a Monday through Friday job, but I was told it's only for two days a week with one to two Saturdays a month. I'm excited to work again, to bring Elliot with me, to get a FREE membership, to sign up for exercise classes, and most importantly-to get out of this house. Being really excited, I couldn't contain my joy, and blurted out how happy and excited I was. But all that doesn't matter, because two days later, I recieved the call, and was told I could have the job. I was nervous, and once I left I went over the questions in my head and came up with better answers. Well I got the job at the Y! The interview was one of those group interviews, with two other girls, and I went in there not prepared with mental notes with what to say.
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